Skidaw you are right, I am in a much better place today. I am an emotional roller coaster at the moment.
My reasons for giving up Tea are:
Heidi (ex wife) has a new partner, if I die Evan will be giving the father of the bride speech for my daughter, not me.
I want to watch my son play rugby for Surrey, Harlequins, British & Irish Lions and lift the Rugby World Cup in 2031 with England.
Smoking is killing me, literally.
I hate being a drug addict.
£330 is such a lot of money per month.
When I retire, I am going to buy a season ticket for Surrey Cricket Club and spend May through September doing nothing but watching live cricket.
I want to be that grandparent that children love because I am energetic and can play with them.
Nonsmokers do not like kissing a smoker, I love kissing.
I do not want a horrible, long, slow, painful death from lung cancer.